Renewal
Renewal is a strange word to me. It can mean so many different things. Some of the things I think of are physical renewal, emotional renewal and spiritual renewal. But most recently, I've been wrestling with renewal of your purpose and calling. As an InterVarsity staff worker, I've learned so much yet there is so much more to learn. I've learned that every day I have to allow God to renew my focus. It's so easy to do things safely, but what does it actually mean to be on the forefront of God's mission to the campus? I think I was losing focus the past month. I struggled with being renewed on a daily basis. My sloth and pride caused me to do God's work without God. As I look back today, one day after turning 27, I realized God was right there waiting for me, standing there with his hands open. He allowed me to try it my way and as I look back it was so draining and it felt empty. Doing God's work does not equate to being close to God. It's a lesson I'm constantly learning. My heart always wanders into big dreams and I desire for God to change our campus and transform it, but I always desire it under my timing (aka NOW please!).
Renewal of my mind, heart and soul that is the daily challenge I am faced with. God revealed to me that I need renew my knowledge of Him, of myself and of the campus if I am to truly do this work that He has called me to effectively. The picture above of the acapella group reminds me to consider the partnership that I have with you all as well as the students and that I'm not alone, so I've been so blessed to be "renewed" of that reminder that I am not alone. Praise be to God!
Renewal of my mind, heart and soul that is the daily challenge I am faced with. God revealed to me that I need renew my knowledge of Him, of myself and of the campus if I am to truly do this work that He has called me to effectively. The picture above of the acapella group reminds me to consider the partnership that I have with you all as well as the students and that I'm not alone, so I've been so blessed to be "renewed" of that reminder that I am not alone. Praise be to God!
